None of the two old people told him how they are related. But sometimes the most important expressions come from the most silent gestures.
Now that his thoughts were interrupted, he looked at them. He realized the most basic need. A need which people tend to overlook due to availability. The need of 'Companionship'. He just realized how important a companion can be. In this silent cold place the only companionship two people could sit together. And he. He was sitting alone. No Companion. No complaints. No grudges. No expectations. Really?
If his mind was so free from thoughts then why was he worried about companionship. Why his thoughts were wandering back to his life.. their life..something he never wished to think about and yet thought about with more intensity every time he decided not to.
Not that it was anybody's fault. But sometimes the situation is not right. Its not always necessary for one of the parties to be wrong. But just that their is never a universal truth. He had his. She had her.
He took the last sip from his tea, settled the bill but kept sitting there. His body wanted to rest and his mind was on unrest. He knew the old couple wont ask him to leave. His exploration of the place was disturbed by the thought of lack of companionship.
Not that they were the only couple or anything was so special that invoked his thoughts but looking at their silent togetherness, something moved in him. All the other couples he had seen were younger ones. The ones with options or no options. The ones ready to compromise or not. But here he saw years of togetherness. He had just forgotten why he was here. He came for his stability, his stress busting. He found a storm of thoughts rising within. This is what her thoughts did to him.
Sense of loss comes at its peak when he thinks of her. Not that she was his first love or not that she was love at first sight but she was the one he usually came back to. She was the one who always was open for him. No matter what he did, however reckless he got, however he let his inner kid to come out, she never judged him. She never put conditions. She never had expectations. It was pure love. Only Love.
He got up and started to walk again because he knew that some physical activity might put a rest to his thoughts. This is what he always did. Not giving himself a minute to think. His brain has always played tricks with him. A second free and it took leaps to the places he never wished to.
He again attempted to bound his thoughts. A Failed Attempt.
Now that his thoughts were interrupted, he looked at them. He realized the most basic need. A need which people tend to overlook due to availability. The need of 'Companionship'. He just realized how important a companion can be. In this silent cold place the only companionship two people could sit together. And he. He was sitting alone. No Companion. No complaints. No grudges. No expectations. Really?
If his mind was so free from thoughts then why was he worried about companionship. Why his thoughts were wandering back to his life.. their life..something he never wished to think about and yet thought about with more intensity every time he decided not to.
Not that it was anybody's fault. But sometimes the situation is not right. Its not always necessary for one of the parties to be wrong. But just that their is never a universal truth. He had his. She had her.
He took the last sip from his tea, settled the bill but kept sitting there. His body wanted to rest and his mind was on unrest. He knew the old couple wont ask him to leave. His exploration of the place was disturbed by the thought of lack of companionship.
Not that they were the only couple or anything was so special that invoked his thoughts but looking at their silent togetherness, something moved in him. All the other couples he had seen were younger ones. The ones with options or no options. The ones ready to compromise or not. But here he saw years of togetherness. He had just forgotten why he was here. He came for his stability, his stress busting. He found a storm of thoughts rising within. This is what her thoughts did to him.
Sense of loss comes at its peak when he thinks of her. Not that she was his first love or not that she was love at first sight but she was the one he usually came back to. She was the one who always was open for him. No matter what he did, however reckless he got, however he let his inner kid to come out, she never judged him. She never put conditions. She never had expectations. It was pure love. Only Love.
He got up and started to walk again because he knew that some physical activity might put a rest to his thoughts. This is what he always did. Not giving himself a minute to think. His brain has always played tricks with him. A second free and it took leaps to the places he never wished to.
He again attempted to bound his thoughts. A Failed Attempt.